AYUUHAAAY KABUNYAN (GOD) BLESS RAMBAKLANDIA!
--- LIFE IS ALL IN THE MIND ---
--Here's a General - THANK YOU SO MUCH! - to all of you Karambaks who wished me well. Your Prayers and Well wishes all gravitated to an energy that served to force me up despite that of my mind wanting me to just linger in bed and dream of- when i was a kid and all the world and things around is just so wonderful.
--I...'m so sorry that i can not stay long in front of the computer screen. I feel so nauseated and i always feel i want to vomit. That is most especially when i see Pictures of worms and large snakes, Gruesome pictures of Victims of Traffic accidents , brutal treatment of innocent kids and all such other posts that disturb the mind. --So i'm so sorry that i can not browse and like and Post Appreciate as i noermally did lest i chance upon a post that may trigger again my Nausea. What i'm undergoing right now is maybe all psychological, a mental revulsion since all i ever wanted is a world free of hurt, pain and sufferings. I will get through this, soon...
--THE WORLD WE LIVE IN IS ALL BUT IN OUR MINDS- And that is what i am in right now, i belong to a world of my own making. A world that my mind made for me. Since I can not stop things that i don't want to happen, my mind now is doing self defense by making me shy away from things that i do not want.
Being sick lately weakened my resolve and made my tendencies take over my mind. Well it's good to realize that. I am now tasked to coax myself to go back to the mainstream, i need to.
---Thanks to all your Advices Karambaks for me to hold a DAW -ES -(An Igorot ritual of Butchering an animal to end bad luck or whatever undesirable situation befalling a person.)
Of all the modernities of life and all the great advances in science, isn't it awkward to think that most of you are advising me to perform a Ritual based on our ancestral beliefs, and yes You all did advise me via the INTERNET!--- Well Nobody can change mindset, all our beliefs and values in life are -- All in the mind..
-- Got a problem though , all the Lallakays i know who knows how to do the Daw -es ritual are gone...
---Well, that means me and my batchmates in the Community are now tasked to do the Daw Daw-es as have all the elder ones before us did. ...
--During the Oct.16,2011 Rambak Get Together, i requested that an old man be summoned to do the BUYAG before the pig will be butchered.. Nobody came since either one is sick or is.. dead. So, no choice, i had to do the BUYAG...
The realization hit me slowly, of all the Lallakays, I am now next in line?... Oh my Kabunyan...
I still feel so young to be doing things meant for older men...
--Or is it all only in my Mind?
--- LIFE IS ALL IN THE MIND ---
--Here's a General - THANK YOU SO MUCH! - to all of you Karambaks who wished me well. Your Prayers and Well wishes all gravitated to an energy that served to force me up despite that of my mind wanting me to just linger in bed and dream of- when i was a kid and all the world and things around is just so wonderful.
--I...'m so sorry that i can not stay long in front of the computer screen. I feel so nauseated and i always feel i want to vomit. That is most especially when i see Pictures of worms and large snakes, Gruesome pictures of Victims of Traffic accidents , brutal treatment of innocent kids and all such other posts that disturb the mind. --So i'm so sorry that i can not browse and like and Post Appreciate as i noermally did lest i chance upon a post that may trigger again my Nausea. What i'm undergoing right now is maybe all psychological, a mental revulsion since all i ever wanted is a world free of hurt, pain and sufferings. I will get through this, soon...
--THE WORLD WE LIVE IN IS ALL BUT IN OUR MINDS- And that is what i am in right now, i belong to a world of my own making. A world that my mind made for me. Since I can not stop things that i don't want to happen, my mind now is doing self defense by making me shy away from things that i do not want.
Being sick lately weakened my resolve and made my tendencies take over my mind. Well it's good to realize that. I am now tasked to coax myself to go back to the mainstream, i need to.
---Thanks to all your Advices Karambaks for me to hold a DAW -ES -(An Igorot ritual of Butchering an animal to end bad luck or whatever undesirable situation befalling a person.)
Of all the modernities of life and all the great advances in science, isn't it awkward to think that most of you are advising me to perform a Ritual based on our ancestral beliefs, and yes You all did advise me via the INTERNET!--- Well Nobody can change mindset, all our beliefs and values in life are -- All in the mind..
-- Got a problem though , all the Lallakays i know who knows how to do the Daw -es ritual are gone...
---Well, that means me and my batchmates in the Community are now tasked to do the Daw Daw-es as have all the elder ones before us did. ...
--During the Oct.16,2011 Rambak Get Together, i requested that an old man be summoned to do the BUYAG before the pig will be butchered.. Nobody came since either one is sick or is.. dead. So, no choice, i had to do the BUYAG...
The realization hit me slowly, of all the Lallakays, I am now next in line?... Oh my Kabunyan...
I still feel so young to be doing things meant for older men...
--Or is it all only in my Mind?
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